I'm starting to understand the path or the journey I want to take when it comes about my art practice. The interim show and the low residency started to unveil why I was so keen to start this course. I'm starting to feel and see how much I could do with my art, I don't have the language yet to articulate why and how, but I know is there and I know I will. I need to keep going. I also know that I need to clear out most of the other "distractions" and concentrate on making. I now feel I started to understand what all artists are doing and how they are struggling to do it. I have a list of things that I want to do immediately after the low rez. I feel similarly to how I use to feel as a child waiting for Christmas. Very excited to progress and start creating new content and to learn from my process, to allow the art to lead the way.

The next module, the research paper, should help me develop the language I need to articulate when it comes with my art practice or to connect with other pieces of art.

The past 20 weeks lead to where I am now. In the last tutorial with Jonathan, when I felt that I was lost, I was told that I am when're I needed to be. I'm still coming out of some kind of fog, but I can start to see something shaping out, I am learning to drop those "chains" I keep saying are holding me down.

Weirdly as I write this I received the feedback for A1, very pleased with the feedback more than that actually, I felt emotional, as when I submitted I thought my struggle is not going to take me anywhere.

The feedback received is offering me some food for thought by offering a slightly different angle, which I am planning to reflect on it deeper. Thank you!